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I don't know why the hell I'm that annoyed. I guess it's a mix between still being slightly hungover maybe and Breeze being more and more of an idiot lately. Maybe it's time to find my own place or move in with Nick or...something.
I was so proud of Lando too, which is dumb to say but I guess he's trying to make contacts online, so it's easier when he then meets those people. I can totally understand that and I respect that he's trying.
Now he might just not even bother, because Breeze has the sensitivity of a sledgehammer sometimes! And Nick...oh I should have chopped him way harder. Stupid comment. I'm annoyed and nothing else.
I know what will help. A nice long run and working with weights. I head to the kitchen, earphones already in to fade out the outside world and especially my house mate, preparing an electrolyte drink, before heading out.
I was so proud of Lando too, which is dumb to say but I guess he's trying to make contacts online, so it's easier when he then meets those people. I can totally understand that and I respect that he's trying.
Now he might just not even bother, because Breeze has the sensitivity of a sledgehammer sometimes! And Nick...oh I should have chopped him way harder. Stupid comment. I'm annoyed and nothing else.
I know what will help. A nice long run and working with weights. I head to the kitchen, earphones already in to fade out the outside world and especially my house mate, preparing an electrolyte drink, before heading out.
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Date: 2021-01-18 05:22 pm (UTC)He's so honest there and what he says pulls at my heartstrings a bit, so I hug him. "Idiot...I'm not leaving ya...how would you ever survive without me."
I shake my head and then make a thoughtful sound. "Since we're being honest...how could I not, man we've been through so much crap already...and despite the jokes and stuff, I know I can count on you. We can count on other people too, but I feel you're the one who really knows me and gets the best out of me."
He doesn't like to admit it but man, we've cried together almost as much as we laughed together and even fighting is fun, most of the time. When one of us really is in a mood not so much, but that rarely happens.
"And we've already established...we're hot."
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Date: 2021-01-18 05:37 pm (UTC)I'm not dead inside. It makes my heart beat faster when he says he knows he can count on me and that I get the best out of him. "Same, same! You do know me in a way that no one else does." I don't need anyone else to know those other sides of me.
"Think we could handle...More?" I wouldn't want to screw up, or screw him around. Austin does not deserve that. I look into his eyes and fuck it! I'm going for it.
"Do not tell Nicky," I say before kissing him hard. My heart is pounding, cause I hope this won't ruin everything!
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Date: 2021-01-18 05:51 pm (UTC)We part to breathe and I blink, very surprised. "I guess we'll see whether we can...but I'd like to find out, in case this wasn't clear enough." I chuckle softly. "Man, you are supposed to let a man think for a second...also if this goes on we just have to live with Nick being a smugger asshole than usual."
This time I don't wait for an answer, but lean in to kiss him, but less like an attack as he did.
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Date: 2021-01-18 06:02 pm (UTC)We part, "Whyyyy? Whyyy have we never done that before? We're idiots." Nick will be such a smug asshole when he finds out. "We're gonna be able to deal with this," We have to deal with it, cause I wanna keep on kissing him. And More.
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